Thursday, March 19, 2009

Black hole

I feel like I'm going through a cycle.

I'm not being myself lately.
I'm having emotional spams.
It's sickening.

I wish it was so easy to force myself to feel a certain way.
But that's impossible. I'm tired of denying how I truly feel.
My stomach feels sick, but I'm not starving from food.
I feel so alone and vulnerable at home.

I'm hopeful, yet hopeless.
I lack affection.

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