Tuesday, January 27, 2009

And the weather's so breezy

Man, why can't life always be this easy?

So my subject pretty much relates to what I'm going to write about: Weather and life. Haha.

I loved the weather today. I was in warm classrooms the entire day and when I stepped outside, it felt like being in an air conditioned room. I shouldn't be complaining though because I'd rather have cold weather than hot. Too bad I keep hearing, "Ressiel, your jacket," from teachers. It's not my fault that I don't have a school jacket. I like wearing my comfortable gray sweater. I'm probably just going to buy a cardigan that looks like the one for school so that they won't notice. I think the weather is making me sleep earlier at night and wake up later in the morning. Ah, it's so hard to get up when I'm so cozy in bed.

On the other hand, I think I'm in the state of being depressed. Of course I'm over exaggerating, but I think that best describes how I feel right now. I know it sounds lame, but I hate being a failure. I don't know, but I feel kind of "off" right now. I know in one of my previous blogs I talked about "living in the moment," but I think that's really hard right now. School is taking up my life. I know it's really important but I hate being sleep-deprived, cramming shit in my mind, and worrying about everything that deals with college. Guh. Maybe I need sleep or I'm just mad that I can't solve this stupid math problem. But I just want to feel happier. Haha, so gay.

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